ROUND 4

 Today starts a all new round!
 Yesterday: I called my doctor but she is on vacation... so, the other doctor (who I have never seen) made the decision that since I am not getting any positive at home pregnancy tests I can start a whole new round of Provera and Clomid.
 So today starts a new round and today is a new day! Trying to keep my head up!!

Cycle Day 40 and 19 Days Past Ovulation

Hello Friends,
 Today is Cycle Day 40 and 19 Days Past a positive ovulation test. I have lost hope for this month! I feel defeated, upset and stressed out. I am trying to keep my emotions under wraps and not to let it get me down... but sometimes its hard to always be so positive when news is always so negative. I don't think I ovulated this month. I did get a positive test but I think its because the hormone was high enough to ovulate but then my body didn't do it. That's my guess anyway. I took a pregnancy test yesterday around noon and it was a negative one (again). I am on day 19 and still no period. The doctor wants me to wait until day 21 before taking a blood pregnancy test. Is it possible to still be getting negative pregnancy tests at day 19 and be pregnant? Doubtful. Possible but I am doubtful that is my case this month. I really want to just take the test, get the negative result I am expecting and move on to a new month! Head up Jessica Head up!

Thanks for listening,
Jessica

18 days past ovulation and my cycle hasn't start yet

I called my doctor today and of course... she is on vacation. The nurse said she would talk to the other doctor in her practice and see what he suggests (I have never seen this doctor before fyi). He suggests that I wait until day 21 and give them a call. I haven't taken a home test since day 14. Could be two things at this point. 1. I didn't actually ovulate 2. I am pregnant 3. My cycle is just late. I am hoping for the second option as you can probably guess. This wait is a killer! Keep your fingers crossed!

I have a feeling... 13 DPO

Hello Friends,
Today is 13 DPO and I am not sure what my fate is at this point. I have tested everyday since 9DPO. On 11 DPO I received a very faint line on a Walmart Brand test. But that night and the following morning were all negative (on a different brand of test I bought from Amazon). Two things could have happened.
1. The line I saw on the Walmart test could have been a evaporation line. Meaning it could have been a false positive.
2. The cheap Amazon tests may not be strong enough to detect a small amount of hormone in my body (it takes time to build up the pregnancy hormone).

As you may know with PCOS I don't have normal cycles. As a matter of fact I don't have any at all without having them induced. Last month was the first time I got my period on my own without the help of provera. That could mean, that I ovulated. It could mean I didn't. Who knows! Therefore pinpointing the start date of my next cycle isn't possible. I read that I should start my cycle 16 days past ovulation. Three more days until that point.

I think... I am going to call my doctor... but I have a feeling this is going to be another failed cycle.  I am beyond frustrated and want an answer ASAP!

feelings entry

feeling pretty down today...still no period...but feeling like my big fat positive pregnancy test wont show up this month. i have been having dreams of having our sweet child here with us and it filled my heart with joy but it isnt true when i wake up the next morning and it makes me sad. i really am trying to keep my spirits up and be positive

CD 28 8dpo

So far, no bleeding. Keep your fingers crossed  we made it this month!!! I do have to admit I have had some AF symptoms. Lower back pain, cramps, and bloating. Will keep you updated

Expecting my period tomorrow

This week has been hard. I don't know if I am pregnant or not and the dreaded wait has made me sick with anticipation. My body says I am pregnant but I am not sure if its all in my head. I started to feel cramps about 3 dpo and heard that it could be the hormone change and the start of implantation and I started to feel physically sick yesterday 6 dpo   which I also read is possible but not likely. therefore, in my mind I am thinking... I am just hopeful and it's giving me false signs.


Today is 7/17/14 AKA CD 27 and AKA 7 days past ovulation (DPO) and today I have been feeling to signs of my menstrual cycle.  I took a test yesterday because I talked myself into it knowing it would come up negative whether or not I was prego. 7dpo is too soon to test. But I did it anyway. And yes, it came back negative. So I don't plan on taking another test until  12dpo (maybe 10dpo). I don't want to be one of those girls who takes pregnancy tests every morning and whose heart gets crushed each time it comes back negative (even if its too soon to test it still hurts to see a negative result).

So, tomorrow is CD 28 which normally with my provera pill I have a normal 28 day cycle. I am not looking forward to waking up tomorrow morning and seeing that dreaded aunt flow! Fingers crossed, I miss this cycle and on 12dpo 7/22/14 a pregnancy test comes back positive!

I will update you tomorrow!